January 2012
2 posts
March 2011
2 posts
“God permit, i’ll only let you fall once.. And thats for me..”
– Speciosus
Of the tissue paper lady
Every for the past 2 weeks i’ve been at tiong bahru, i see this lady selling tissue packets.. She’ll be standing there, hands out-stretched.. Every single day.. She doesnt say a single word but her facial expression says everything.. Never smiles, always frowning.. The first few times i see her, i keep thinking to myself, how do you expect people to buy your tissue when ur always...
February 2011
11 posts
Alar….. Takmu lar gini…. Pls…….. Da penat tau…..
Twenty seven… wow………… -_-
“My heart? Yeah, it broke, I’m not gonna lie. For a minute I thought that I was...”
– (via poeticheartache)
Just finished watching Om Shanti Om.. Finally!
Not bad.. But still can’t beat mohabbatein and K3G
One question lingers though..
Would u risk your life for the woman you love, knowing that she loves another..
Guess it proves how deep his love was..
Gd nite people..
I know it exists.. But not for me.. Not yet anyways…
Tired of smiling…
January 2011
2 posts
“I think people make mistakes, and they’re going to disappoint you, especially...”
– Leo Cruz - Make It Or Break It (via betweenextremes)
I’m tired.. I really am.. So i think i’ll just keep my distance for a while.. Hope u understand.. Be back when i’m emptied..
December 2010
3 posts
-veronicaaj:
3 years old - “mommy, i love you” 13 years old - “WHATEVER MOM !” 16 years old - “Mom is so damn annoying” 18 years old - “i wanna leave this house!” 25 years old - “Mom, you were right” 30 years old - “i wanna be with my mom again” 50 years old - “i dont want to lose my mom” 70 years old - “i would give up everything for my mom to be here with me”
We only have 1 Mom....
Life is good~~ :) don’t ask me why.. Just a random thought actually.. But seriously, life is goooooood~ :)
November 2010
2 posts
“You didn’t love her, you just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe, she was...”
– Grey’s Anatomy (via eletheowl)
Mood swings are terrorising my life rite now.. Mad one moment, sad the next.. Just can’t keep my emotions in check anymore.. Need to unwind.. 6 more days..
October 2010
5 posts
itsmelah replied to your post: A new beginning..
u shld say… “wish u were here…” :)
Don’t want to say tat.. Takut jadi betul2.. :P
loveshaefah replied to your post: A new beginning..
good luck :)
Thank you! :)
A new beginning..
Starting a new job tomorrow.. A better one in terms of hours and pay.. Hopefully the people there are great.. Gonna miss my previous team though.. The hardest part of my life became a bit more bearable with their presence.. But everything has to end somehow rite.. And for every ending, theres a new beginning… Hopefully its a great one..
Feeling bitter sweet rite now.. Not gonna elaborate...
“Just coz u can’t achieve success in love doesn’t mean u can’t...”
– Speciosus
Ohh, sorry.. Forgot that comics aren’t allowed to have feelings..
Move
Now this is a very complex matter.. Moving on. Everyone seems to think tat moving on is the solution to a break up.. But i’m not convinced.. Don’t get me wrong, it would be great to be in love again and all tat but is tat the only solution?
What if i don’t want to move on? Not in a sulky, my fiance-fucked-my-ass manner.. But just staying where i am.. Not being the happiest...
September 2010
1 post
July 2010
3 posts
I really dont understand it.. Why i feel this way.. Must be one of those days again.. But why?? I have all that i need.. In fact i have more than wat i need.. So why do i have this obsession over something tat others deem so trivial… Something tat a lot of people take for granted.. Something tat people exploit… For now i’m taking it as a test.. But i dont really know if i can...
1 tag
under the influence have you ever been subjected...
Hahahahaha.. Fortunately not!! Although i did kiss a male aquaintance before.. Under influence of course…
ask and i will answer
End of the road..
Today would mark the end… It would have been great if we could end it together, on stage.. But unfortunately, we can only plan… Seems that the one above has other plans.. Feeling a mixture of emotion rite now… Wanting everything to go as slowly as possible but at the same time i want to make it as quick as possible… 11 years.. Never thought it would end.. Never wanted it...
June 2010
20 posts
shitty..
not feeling good now.. both physically and emotionally.. this ICT has taken its toll on me.. caught me off guard.. didn’t think it’ll have an effect on me.. but seems tat my heart is still weak.. so tired of building walls.. can’t even remember who i am anymore.. i know this will pass.. but for now, its shitty… after tat, its back to building walls again..
Back to camp
In camp rite now.. Supposed to be in spending the nite in the jungle but thankfully it was cancelled due to rain.. :) anyways, spending time in camp again is such bitter sweet experience.. The last time i was in camp my nites were occupied with calls to tat certain someone.. This time round it was kinda empty.. But it seems i’m not the only one feeling the sting.. Fortunately… But...
Back to camp
In camp rite now.. Supposed to be in spending the nite in the jungle but thankfully it was cancelled due to rain.. :) anyways, spending time in camp again is such bitter sweet experience.. The last time i was in camp my nites were occupied with calls to tat certain someone.. This time round it was kinda empty.. But it seems i’m not the only one feeling the sting.. Fortunately… But...
Bummed out.. One more bachelor out.. Another one coming next month.. One by one… But as long as fid is still hanging on, i’ll be fine (denial:P) oh god, carry out thy will..
Finally got myself an iphone~~!! :))
holy shit i'm fucked!! i really am!! not kidding!!...
Let it be known tat here lies the one that has forsaken the search for the one..
ok guys... its a false alarm... nothing to get...
a sudden twist in the story..
a very good qn
she posed a very interesting qn yesterday.. a qn that instantly touched my heart.. no other girl has ever asked me that qn before.. it really shows her priorities in life.. AND I LOVE IT!! :P i know i’ll get an interrogation after this post and i know fid’s reaction after i tell him the answer but i don’t mind.. :P
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smiling..
can’t stop..
don’t know why..
shouldn’t be too excited..
should hold back..
trying hard to..
must remember..
nothing is for certain…
of recent hapennings
had a competition over the weekend.. chaotic one at that.. emotions running wild! shall not elaborate on the down part.. but all i can say is that Nira and pst were great! definitely the highlight of my day.. i told some of them that they were a very lucky bunch.. for most of the people who knew me, they will say that it’s very rare to see me at my negative extremes.. but for them, it took...
“What defines a best friend? What are the requirements to be a good best friend?...”
– Unknown (via fashionfever) (via childlikefairytales) (via isoldmyfriend) (via deeyanah)
“What if there’s no such thing as true love but we’re just too afraid to admit...”
– (via eletheowl) (via speciosusaquarius)
True love does exist… Just maybe not to everyone… Just like cancer… And just like cancer also, you have to keep on smoking if you want that cancer to grow on your lungs… ;)
(via itsmelah)
A Creative way to put it.. now i don’t think love should exist...
calculated risk..
seems like the risk taken might be paying off.. but then again u can never these things.. but still i’m feeling relieved…